Just as i am

I've had a lot of big dreams
I've made a lot of bad moves
I know you could walk away
But you never do

I've met a lot of cold hearts
I've learned to smile and deceive
I know I'm hard to be around
But you never leave

I'm not easy to understand
But you hold out your hand

And you say you love me just as I am
You always treat me the best that you can
You say you want me, need me
Love me baby, just as I am, just as I am

I've made a lot of heartaches
I've found a lot of closed doors
When all the others turn away
You love me more, you love me more

I'm not easy to understand
But you hold out your hand

And you say you love me just as I am
You always treat me the best that you can
You say you want me, need me
Love me baby, just as I am, just as I am

I want to love forever
To keep our world together
And be the best that I can be
Baby, every time the world caves in on me

You say you love me just as I am
You always treat me the best that you can
You say you want me, need me
Love me baby just as I am, just as I am

You say you love me just as I am
You always treat me the best that you can
You say you want me, need me
Love me baby just as I am, just as I am

What should i do dear..?

24 Dec 2011

Bertahun aku tinggal blog...
ya aku tak pandai menulis,,, tak pandai nak main dengan kata-kata..
aku tak tahu sebabnya kenapa aku nak menulis hari ni...
maybe bcoz i feel down...
aku tak nak cakap apa...
everything i do was wrong...always wrong...
i dun know what was wrong wit me actually...
all i know is..i was wrong..

What should i do..?
i know dear...u r my victim,
i know dear...u love me soo much...
i know dear...u always get hurt bcoz of me..
i know dear..u r tired of me..
Of my selfish, kepala batu, manja, nak menang aje, n byk lagi..

What should i do..?

i know u mad wif me...but u care..
maybe awk penat kadang-kadang dengar saya bercakap tiap-tiap malam...
Saya nak sangat kongsi cerita dan apa yang saya lalui setiap hari dengan awak,,,
orang yang saya sayang...kalau boleh saya nak awak tgk apa yg saya lalui setiap hari...
kita jauh..saya xnmpk awak...awak xnmpk saya...but i trust u..

whatever u do...or u are,,, i trust u... u r the best bf ever...
i will never ever forget u...sayang..
u r my sunshine...my only sunshine..
take care of ur self..
never get hurt,,
i'm sorry for not be a gud gf 4 u..
insyaAllah,, i'll try my best to change..bcz of u...
n i'll try my best 2 b a gud wife 4 u..